Monday, October 18, 2010

bittersweet.

You stole my heart now hand it back
No Indian givers I was told
You happened to me but now you’re in my past
Let go of my strings, I won’t act in your little puppet show
I’m a woman, not a useless toy
When the fire builds up in your veins
I see no man but just an immature boy
Go straddle someone else and lower your reigns
Maybe then you’ll be more deserving
Maybe a new girl will see that your insides are hallow
You messed with me bad and now I’m unnerving
Isn’t that such a tough pill to swallow?
No, not for you who puffs out his chest
Your true colors showed over time
Try showing some love and a little respect
Lower your drum and let go of the pain in your life
I knew you, you had so much potential
What changed, was it me or did you have a double?
You shared with me your secrets and I saw your scandal
But still, I saw the real you and how you were so lovable
I wish you could turn back from the negatives
I wish we could go back to how it used to be
You were a big part of me, but now I’ve got to live
Got to let you go, yes it really is as hard as it seems
My heart will always ache for who you were
Because I saw greatness and now it’s all over like this song
Who you are now has truly become beautiful
But I’m headed in a different direction towards no more wrong
Running to this new chapter
It’s like a new tune that has begun
The words, they form from smiles and laughter
I have healed, and now the world hears my voice being sung.