put a little passion in your life

My head is full of a mess of ideas. Too complicated, yet I keep asking myself how I can narrow it down. Like a two-way street, very easy. A highway has five lanes. I don’t want any more complex ideas. I just want simplicity. What would someone say if I told them I only mean to do what is true, even if it hurts? Random words slip out of my mouth, weird for you, normal for me. Who is to say they don’t like what I write because they don’t understand it? Well who is to say I love what I write because I completely understand it? Sometimes I don’t even know where I get the ideas I get. But I do. Phrases come to me out of nowhere. My sentences turn themselves into essays. Once I start, I take up pages until I have nothing left. I can see a future just full of love, of absolute peace and kindness. That’s too perfect, though. A little chaos never hurt somebody. Only if it’s your own noise. When you think of a lyric, what do you really take in? What thought comes to you? Do you really pay attention to what it says, or go beyond that and picture what it actually means? One word can change the whole meaning of something. Love, equals a positive. Hate, this equals a negative. So the question is, what equals the neutral? What is the in-between? Such a tough question, with probably the easiest answer. I have no idea what that may be, however, so if you find out give me a call. You see, I never used to have regrets, never used to think “that would happen to me”. And as far as I know, nothing horrible has. One thing I have learned is that no dreams can EVER outweigh its’ possibilities. No matter who you are, no dream is or will ever be too big for your abilities. You shoot, and you score. You don’t look back on the past, you give a huge smile to your future, and you move on with life. Believe, get on that path and follow your ambitions. You will stay golden. Don’t close your eyes and see distant dark places, you keep your eyes wide open and see the light at the end of the tunnel. In other words, keep your head up, let words slip from your lips beautifully and write your poems and lyrics and stories. There is this girl who, in her past always loved to write. From when she was a little girl she was always told to follow her gift, follow what she desires to do everyday. Now she is grown into a young woman, and she can’t seem to stop writing, can’t seem to get words and thoughts and ideas out of her head until she lets them out on paper. She has desires, she has dreams, and all she wants to do is follow them and open her heart and share these things with the world. She no longer thinks twice about if she’s writing things that makes sense. What she puts down are hers and hers alone. It can never be wrong, or right, it can only be hers to share. This girl is me, and all I want to do is give love, show love, receive love. Writing is and I know it will forever be a part of me, of who I really am. So, I have decided to share these things with viewers, with whoever wants to read, as I hope I will receive feedback as well. One thing I wrote in my journal today is, “I have yet to meet someone like I am. Someone who is content with a cup of coffee, a book, a journal and a pen. Someone out there is reaching out, I know it. I can feel it. God, let me help! Just keep writing, Sam.” This is so big for me, this is like a stepping stone. I KNOW there is someone, if not many out there who feels trapped with their words, doesn’t know how to truly express themselves. Let me tell you, I have never been so real except for when I write. There is something truly magical about letting the sense of thought come out on fine print for someone to read. Even if it is only one person. Even if it's yourself reading it. The beauty is that you were able to let a part of yourself go, which can be absolutely terrifying. Please, give yourself a break, bust out your writing material, and just show the world what you are really thinking. SPEAK!